I'm taking a departure from my interior design related posts today to write about something that is near and dear to my heart. I hope those who visit here for design will indulge me to share my thoughts of the day. Please forgive me if my grammar isn't proper or I make typos. I am writing this from my heart and that has to be good enough for now.
Today is Mother's Day, the day we celebrate mothers every where. I don't live near my Mom, so I wasn't able to be with her today. We will celebrate when I see her next which I hope is soon. We did gather with my husband's family for a beautiful Italian lunch at my favorite local restaurant, Luce. My mother in law 's name is Alice, but my third child, Hiller christened her "NeeNee" when he was a toddler. We had a fun lunch celebrating Nee Nee. The cannoli was almost as amazing as NeeNee, who is ninety years old. My husband's brother joined us as well as his daughter from NYC and son from California. We managed to scarf up a delightful three course meal and relish the time together.
Fred,Alice, Meredith, Rick, Bryant, (my husband), Hiller, Thomas (my sons), Mitch and me.
This is a hard day for me. Its also the anniversary of my son's tragic accident. Five years seems like a short time to most, but for me, it seems like a lifetime since I last gazed into those big brown eyes. The last time I saw Walker face to face was at a my niece, CharlesAnna's wedding the weekend before the accident. He left the reception early, because he spilled cocktail sauce on his tux shirt. Before Walker left that night, he came to say goodbye and gave me a hug. I will never forget his last words to me. "Mom, you are too busy, you need to slow down, you work too hard". I looked into his stern eyes and stared for a minute. Quick as a flash he said "Mom, I love you, I have to go now" and left. His words echoed in my head for the next three years.